I’m considering going to do this Spravato therapy. I’m over 100 days sober off everything besides weed and my meds. I’m getting sick of needing a Xanax to chill n sleep at night so I don’t feel like I’m being watched and going to get killed. I just got out of a physically abusive relationship a few months ago n I have extreme anxiety around that. I’ve been putting the work in… trying to find what I enjoy and what lights my fire…I am in group therapy and individual… I’m doing much better than I was. Lately I cannot seem to get out of this feeling of “stuckness”. sometimes I just feel like I am in quicksand, unable to move….
I’ve been addicted to fent, crack, a bunch of other shi. funny enough— I’ve actually never touched ketamine! So I’m not sure what to expect? I know nothing will “cure” me. I just want to be able to relax! I don’t even want to get high at this point, I just want peace.
I have also had a NDE, any idea if that will make a difference on how it affects me?