Feeling Depressed and I dont know why
(Bad Grammar sorry in advance) Background info im 18 and a dude a senior in high school. I would say I'm pretty popular objective ofc but i got friends and people know me. I have a good family I don't have to stress about money or anything like that. Id say im very blessed when it comes to life and im so grateful about that. But recently for the last couple months it feels like theres something weighing on me some sort of sadness. Like I just feel like I cant talk to any of my friends or family about it but it just feels so heavy and I dont know why. Like my life is great but like I feel like I shouldn't feel depressed for no reason because other people who would die to be in my shoes dont have these thoughts even though thier going through a hard time. I have tried to keep looking at the good things in life like I'm healthy I have a beautiful prom date and I have friends and family who support me but at the end of the day I just feel this gaping hole in me . Its nothing super serious compared to others but typing my thoughts out helps me a lot. Like fuck I hate myself for feeling like this I shouldn't because im blessed. But everyday I'm sitting there laughing with people but my mind is somewhere else its just so weird. I'm sorry im not diagnosed w depression so the title may be misleading but that's what it just feels like to me.