Patience is developing.
I am being eased with myself.
Time is slowing down,
Diving deep and deep into emotions
So that I can understand myself,
Allowing myself to come to the surface
So that I can breathe sometimes.
I am the human guise as demon
Trapped by her condition.
I am not one with a human heart,
But harbor hostility towards myself.
The loathing I feel for myself is a judgement
I face from the world.
I am loved yet undeserving of it
tells the demon.
In this field of existence,
I feel the world is against me,
Or perhaps I stand opposed to the world.