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I recently converted to a religion while manic.

Had crazed delusions about being like ostracised, seeing shadow people and people looking at me through windows at night, the whole paranoia thing, yknow.

This in a way fuelled it in ways I dont feel like explaining further because its embarrassing lol

I got on anti psychotics, now I feel nothing but sleepy. I felt so strongly about religion and god, even if I didn't technically like some of it. It felt so real but I don't know if that was real. I feel compelled still, but was that just me being manic?

Has anyone else gone through this?