u/Necessary-Web-4984

i cant use either on my left side for the past 2 weeks. its been making life so much harder for me

I am a young person early 20s I have a type of cancer that cant be cured i will live with it forever. i. can't find any joy anymore and nothing seems worth doing or living for. It is very scary to me that i could continue to live for many years like this. I cannot bear it anymore this life is to terrible for me to keep on living with no end date.

its hard for me to know because ive always felt depressed since i was a little kid but now it seems extreme