u/NESTER-424

I got some mental issues that affects my personal life my life decision and stuff like this makes me feel like I'm a creeper stuff like this I mean right now I have a strange feeling that I can stalk anyone that I love or if they where my friends stuff like this no if they're lying what happened to their lives I want to be beside them if there's something wrong happened I don't stalk if there's something is like I'm a creeper or weirdo I'm doing this just for two things for fun first to fold because I find it fun to know what the hell is this person is know if he was lying or seeing the truth know what happened in his life stuff like this or their lives but it's being bad when I noticed that people started to hate me and people right like unfriendly I don't want to say any names but like i stalked like 8 people like everyday and nobody noticed me but when I come to all the friend I told them that I like stalking people because it's fun and because I want to know where they are because they don't talk to me and a lot of things going on like there was a friend for me he was from cairo he was nice to me he gave me his electric guitar to play and stuff like this and he started to lose interest about me started to lose interest about anything about all I do but he said something that I have to cure myself then talk to him again and I didn't have anything bad I was dealing with him like normally I'm not a victim but I was dealing with him like normally and he just didn't talk to me then I used this token till I told him on the stock in you and I take a picture for him and stuff like this and I will showing him where he goes the bus ride that he takes and stuff like this and the last of it he said if you stalk me again I'm gonna shoot you and he get to his webinar of his hands and I see what the sit I'm not gonna stop but I feel like if I begin to be dead or being on on internet this means that I died of stalking and someone killed me last thing I want to see I'm not going to stalk anybody again

بالنسبه لي ان انا لسه بقابل واحد من Reddit النهارده وفكرني موقف كنت شارب فيه ورحت الجامعه وقال لي ان انا كنت ماسك الخشبه وكنت عايز اضربه بيها في ظهرها انا اشك انها في ظهره بس تمام

so if anyone wants to meet a dumb guy like me who have nothing in his life expet for music and gutair and stuff like coding call me im asking for a friend cuz my therapy told me you have find people like you and i dont think that someone likes metal pc game like valorant and i feel shit rn that i feel weird asking for a friend but im a good person i promise soooooooooooooooooooo if anyone wants to hangout anywhere anytime im full free call me ask for me my name is youssif 19 yrs old of madnesss