What is it that I'm missing???
Got a job after I graduated, where most of my college mates also went ( 75 hours weekly IFYKYK ). We spent 6 months in training, altogether. when I was about to become a permanent employee, i got another job offer, twice the salary. obviously I accepted, but as the days are going, I just started realising something. i kinda got attached to this place, with my mates and the comfort. the new company is far, very far where none of my mates would be coming to. I am getting anxious that I won't be able to have friends like them again. it's just a feeling that I won't be with like minded people again. in my mind, i know that I would be able to talk to people again. but I don't know why, I start thinking that this is the last time I would be close friends with someone.
I don't even know what am I missing . we never were close in college, but now they feel like a permanent part in my heart. now I feel terrible and don't want to go, but I want to because of the minimal salary you get here. it's very weird. is it normal or am I just anxious???