u/Much-Leg-8309

In the mirror I look so pretty and the back camera is just the opposite. Lots of weird angles and weird smile. Wish I looked like in the mirror. When I was kid I actually wasn't insecure about my looks, I even believed I was pretty. Because when I was young I thought what I I'm seeing in the mirror is true..But growing up , taking group photos, I realized how terribly ugly I'm. Maybe that's why I was pretty social back then, now distancing myself from people and interactions. I don't even attend functions.

Should I talk about my mental health with family? It's so worse, I'm losing it. But at the same time I feel embarassed and I'll seen as weak and I'll be a burden to them. The fact I'm breathing is just from the thought if I do anything, I'll be giving them pain and trauma.