When Spoke was at that maze... there was nothing more terrifying in the entire series.
Spoke losing everything, and then null spawning everywhere around him as he tries to escape desperately from the inevitable. No hunger, can't run, no weapons, he knows it's over, he even wants it to be over, he wants to die, he said so himself, he asked for this, he contemplated it, and now that he's facing it he can't accept it. He can't do it. He's afraid, and you can feel it. This is the most horrifying moment I had ever seen in a minecraft video. I am in awe
He says this, and after being surrounded he just walks around them showing his typical pattern of denial. Even though it's inevitable, so inevitable they are not even trying to trap him. They already did.
I was not afraid they were going to trap him, because it already happened.
It was at this moment that I thought he was going to kill himself
Not because he can't survive the jump, but because I thought he was going to choose not to.