Need a help choosing between commerce with core maths and pcm
In 10 th boards i scored maths-98, sci-92 sst-94. My parents wanted me to take pcm but i felt i was jnterested in commerce with core maths so i chose that. I didnt study in the first month and in periodics i scored Acc-17.5/20 in eco 11/20 in maths20/20 and bst 20/20. Whenever my father ask me if i wanna change to pcm i have a wierd feeling i can't explain. I have lots of free time and i just spend it procastinating and i was happy intially that i got free time but all my friends took pcm so i have noone to play with.
I can't really tell if i find commerce subjects interetsing or not cuz we did just 10th class stats in eco and bst we did first histroy chapter. Also in boards science i just got marks by memorizing and didn't actaully paid well attention to it cuz i never went coaching in 9th and teachers were bad af. I heard many people on reddit saying that pcm is managable and its not that hard like people scare you. I can study like 4 hrs a day and i am not interested in doing jee and nda.
The thing that is making me rethink my decision is that i don't like sst like heavy theory where we have to learn longer paras and write answers. I heard class 12th eco and bst is full theory. Also now i feel like i hv interest in pcm idk why. Although maths is my fav i have no problem with it but i dont like science subjects as much i like maths . But i also hate theory. I chose commerce vecause i prefer my mental peace and health but a friend of mine did 11th and scored 97%in pcm without much pressurw.IDK IF ITS GENUINE INTEREST CHANGE OR FOMO. Also it feel different cuz they dont teach with ncert and chem and phy are taught using ncert
Please everyone give ur suggestions and help me out
Anyone who has gone through this, what have u done?