u/More-Disaster-2952

TNBC (still being tested for full stage and grade)

IT'S BEEN 11 YEARS AGO SINCE I'VE DONE CHEMO, I REMEMBER A FEW GOOD DAYS BUT THE MAJORITY ARE A FOG AND JUST BEING IN BED AND THE COUCH WAITING ON BETTER DAYS.

I'M TRYING TO PREP MY MIND, I NEED TO ORDER A WIG, AND PREP MY HOME FOR CONVIENCE. COMPANY USE TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER, COMPANY THAT I KNEW LOVED ME...IT WAS RARE THAT I WANTED TO BE ALONE. I HAVE A SON THIS GO ROUND SO I WANT TO KNOW HOW WELL I'LL FEEL AND SOME FAMILY EVENTS LIGNED UP. I'M JUST READY TO SHRINK THIS TUMOR, AND MOVE TOWARDS FEELING BETTER! 🩷🙏🏼

I was 26 before and I'm now 38 and I'm so grateful for the 11 years of good and bad now that I reflect on simply wishing that I could have stayed in those 11 forever. I can't sleep waiting for results, I can't stay off the forums and research, I'm sleeping most the time because that's the only peace I can find and it doesn't last long. my son is still a small one and I just want to be hear with him. I'm not ready to seperate from my breast, I'm not ready to go bald again. life just begin to feel good after getting over an 8 year break up in 2 years. I just got a home, I just met some great ppl and really just begin to feel like me again. now the big c is back and I'm just trying to find hope. tnbc, more testing to come and it's been drawn out 2 months

The forums are stressful at times and I can understand everyone has a different journey. My 1st diagnoses I was 26, and I feel life during and after cancer gave me a better outlook on life and the quality improved, I took my health more serious, and my body looked better to me. my boobs use to be huge but they fit me frame better after my lumpectomy and reduction. I had a Reoccurence 11 years later and Im now 38 (told on my bday) and the forums are sometimes depressing. Especially now that the word MX is involved. How do you feel after breast cancer, I mean my hair never came back beautiful like it was before so that was a loss but wigs exist. I'm just wanting to survive rn and rest.

🙏🏼😢 What is going on, I go to the cancer center today to discuss my diagnosis, but I just want to see what the heck else is happening. My mind is simply just not able to rest.

like loss of appetite, bruising, pain, skin changes, stool or urging, anything different you're noticing....

I have made up in my mind I want to marry this guy who has been here for me through so many rough patches in my life, even my first run with battling cancer 10 years ago... I just do not know if he can handle my breast being removed, I am struggling with the idea as well 😭... any great stories...