Damn, how will i live fr?
this is rlly just a thought to harbor discussion, but thinking about how i will live when i graduate highschool and get my own place sometime into college is a bit too nebulous for my liking. Like, I want to have a queerplatonic partner and ultimately wife as well as a good network of friends that I’m around. If everyone’s just prioritizing their romances or will at some point prioritize their romance, maintaining these friendships will be suuuuper hard. Not the mention that it makes finding a qp lover all the more difficult, since i prefer the friends the lovers trope (which is common in qprs). friendship is hard for me already for personal reasons, and i’m honestly expecting to be so lonely very soon. idk how i feel abt that. I really love people and that would devastate me. Going remote during COVID sent me into depression and cause a mental health crisis, so idk how i’ll actually be okay living life. I hate how institutions make partnering romantically the way to properly live and not be sad, it’s not fair.