Not the news I wanted to share
TW: stillbirth, MC, LC
I’m 24w into my sub pregnancy and last night they gave us the news there’s no heartbeat. I’m shattered…
This pregnancy was supposed to be out triple rainbow after a MMC at 8 weeks, TFMR due to T21, and then a MC at 6 weeks.
We don’t know the cause yet, I was on daily Lovenox shots, my NIPT was low risk and had a perfect anatomy scan.
Baby just stopped moving overnight and nothing really could have been done.
Now we have to tell our 3yo her baby brother passed away, after her being so excited about being a big sister.
I don’t find any meaning out of this, I truly believe we were out of the woods at 24w of an uncomplicated pregnancy; every test, lab, ultrasound was perfect until last night when they didn’t find a heartbeat.
Now today Friday I’ll head to the hospital to give birth to my stillborn boy.
Really no words to describe what I’m feeling; after everything I’ve been through now we have to add stillborn to the list of terrible pregnancy experiences in my life.
I really wanted a sibling for my daughter, I really wanted her to be a big sister…lots to think about 🙏🏻