Need advice, should I postpone moving out or do it few months from now on after saving enough?
Gustong-gusto ko na makaalis rin talaga sa bahay na ito na kasama ang parents at mga tito na sobrang ingay, toxic, ang daming sinasabi lagi – basta, as much as I grow older, the environment here feels suffocating lalo na’t nag-away kami ng mama ko recently and now, we are dissociating towards each other na may kanya-kanya kaming niluluto at para akong nags-solo living na rin, pero para akong kinakain bg sariling konsensya na parang wag muna dapat. I am in my thesis era (na lang) at next year suppose graduation ko, and at the same time, working full time na wfh ako and enough naman yung kinikita ko pero hindi ko na talaga kaya magstay sa ganitong environment pero kinakain ako ng sarili kong guilt at konsensya.
Should I proceed and prep para maka-move out sko few months from now on or mag-antay pa ng mahaba? At some point rin ba, naranasan niyo yung gsnitong feeling na parang may naghohold back sayo? Aaminin kong natatakot ako pero I just want to have good environment for my mental being :(