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It sounds like a joke or your typical LoL player’s dream post, but nope, it’s real: I fell in love with my best friend. He was my "soul bro," the one I duo’d with in almost every game. We were duo bot in League, played card games together, studied together, etc. He was the main person I spent hours gaming with, and he rejected me.
Yes, I’m a woman, so for those who think being a woman makes this easier—well, it doesn't. Now I’ve lost my duo and the person who made every game fun. 0/10, would not recommend. Sadly, I didn't ask to fall for him; it happened without me even realizing it. So that’s it, guys—I’m in mourning.
Nothing I play feels the same anymore. The emptiness left by not playing with him—and not being able to interact because it hurts too much—is massive. My whole life feels more boring. It feels like true grief because I’m losing the most important person in my life besides my family. I don’t know how to cope with the pain and the emptiness that comes with losing someone like this. It’s the first time this has ever happened to me.