Hi. I am a 20(F) year old. I am at a technical support specialist at my local ISP. Working 40 hours and doing school at the same time. I just went through a break up. I wake up looking and unblocking them to see if there is any changes in their social. They broke up with me. They said they wanted to be feee and live their life and we weren’t growing together. I feel confused because I always pushed her to do stuff. I always let her go out and do what she wanted. I would say we did have conversations about change on both ends but no one ever did change. I was unhappy towards the end. I do miss her and I was willing to work through it. We were together for 2 years. I feel lost in life. I work in a cube. I get good benefits and I drive a decent car. I hang out with my friends throughout the week. I go to the gym. Yet I feel lost. I don’t really have a good relationship with my family. Despite living with them. I want to travel the world. Get my dream car and live alone. I don’t really care to be with anyone. My finances are okay. I am deciding between getting my bachelors degree online and working or quit my job and do it in person. I have a background in IT so I will be getting certifications. I am just confused on how I feel about me. I don’t feel like I am in a good place with my life I feel behind. I don’t know what I enjoy anymore. I don’t feel like dating. I have 3 close friends and my sister and brother. Why am I not fulfilled? Please give me anything that will guide me into the right direction.
Thank you all.