u/Melodic-Picture6696

I have really bad anxiety about ever having to go back to the hospital. I had my liver transplant last October, then a rejection episode in November that lasted a full month, followed by an infection that needed a chest tube for another month. Being stuck there that long really messed with my head! I ran out of stuff to do and got so sick of the hospital food.

Now every time I get a random stomach ache from something I ate or just feel a little weird, my brain immediately jumps to “is this rejection?” I just wish there was some kind of device that could monitor my liver enzymes or something else in real time and give me actual reassurance instead of waiting for weekly or monthly blood draws.

Anyone else deal with this anxiety?