No matter what. However rough this beginning has started off (but let’s be honest it’s my lack in tact and well assuming things I shouldnt). This certainly wasn’t ideal for us. You know what tho, it’s so very on brand for us.
Which is more funny and loving than it could ever be. I hope you know by now when I say I’m ready to be with you I mean until the end. My last breath. I can’t express enough how much I’ve made a huge mess of things.
I’m so scared to start this, I can’t wait until we’re in the same corner and we can tackle this chapter. The chapter of me and you. The one that can finally exist.
I don’t care what people will say. What I care about are your feelings, your words, what you want. Please let me show you I’m not here for heartbreak. I never want to do any of those things to you again.
Like I’m sure some of the mean things you’ve done to me. It doesn’t and won’t make you less. Just makes you frustrating but I love even that.
I’m willing to put in any effort anything at all. I want you. I want to prove to you that this time, is our time. Finally. It couldn’t happen the past two, but this, feels special and new on its own.
I’m not giving up faith on you yet. It’s not what I plan to do. Unless I’ve really done such irreparable damage and you truly can’t believe I want to be with you for you and only you. Everything is so scary and new. I’m not even sure what is going on half the time.
All I know I’m following on blind faith, intuition, and vibrations. I’m reaching out. So very hard. I never want to hurt you like that again.
Crying for days trying to process how could I have done this. This is not what I meant to happen. The love I wrote you, it’s all true. So true.
I knew some of the love I felt was familiar, just didn’t know how close it really was. I’ll wooo you all day long. I want to make you smile and see you smile as much as possible.
If I didn’t truly love you I would keep trying to woo you and show you. I’m in this for real. Give me the chance to show you something I had hoped you wanted too.
I love you and waiting for you to see how much I truly care for you.
I can’t wait to also make our fantasy finally come true. If you’ll have me too.