I think I have a eating disorder
So my whole life I’ve been naturally skinny. Getting comments my whole life asking if I eat, I’m too skinny or there’s nothing of me. Those comments did used to irritate me. However over the past few years I got diagnosed with anxiety and depression and last year I lost a father figure to me. Which as a result of that grief I stopped eating and lost a lot of weight to the point people were concerned. Fast forward to this year did begin to get my appetite back however started getting comments again about if I’ve lot weight and if I’m okay and it almost instilled some sort of buzz in me that I had lost weight and people noticed. I started to restrict what I was eating and constantly weighing myself to make sure I wasn’t gaining weight and losing it. Some days I don’t eat anything at all and just get by through fluids other days I’ll eat one meal and that’s as much as I can do.