What to do ?
So I recently had my first baby I’m a FTM , and I’m so excited but also feeling very sad and very lonely. I have an amazing village and husband, but lately it seems like the postpartum is catching up and me and my husband’s relationship has hit a very bad point . He’s being very nonchalant towards me and today is Mother’s Day and he didn’t even say it to me . I really don’t know what to do , prior to this I had two miscarriages and what is suppose to be a happy time in my life is not really happy . My happiness comes from looking at what we created . Thank God , but I just needed somewhere to vent and maybe some advice . I love him but I can’t deal with this on top of everything else and trust me it’s a lot more family wise, emotion wise , physical , etc. my labor and delivery was horrific , me and the baby could have died , it was absolutely too much and for him to be my husband and be right there experiencing it all and treating me how he is now , I just can’t take . Please just some friendly advice .