u/Material-Can990

Hi I’m a 24f . For as long as I can remember I’ve always been afraid of throwing up but the last few months have changed my life for the worst . I’m a flight attendant and in January I had a child throw up all over the plane and since then I’ve spiralled I’ve have constant nausea and tummy aches I’m not sure what is it I’ve been to my doctor as it could be an underlying condition but so far nothing has come back . I cannot go out and do anything now as I’m so scared of throwing up in public most days I sit at home because I’m petrified of getting a bug . I’ve had to give up my job because of this horrible fear I’m a completely different person to who I was 4 months ago and it’s horrible I just want the old me back but I feel I’ll never ever get better . But I would rather pass away than throw up it’s that bad