u/Material-Buy-5133

atp I messed each and every exam i gave... be it jee,boards,bitsat,cet everything. I was very focused on bitsat second attempt but boards ka criteria hi poora nhi hua. Idk how but there is no point of cursing it. My cet second attempt is in 5 days and ig i wont be giving bitsat s2 because deke kya faaydaa also i dont want to waste my parents money anymore. Idk what i did wrong but nothing is working for me atp. My parents are supportive but i can clearly see disappointment on their faces. I lost all my friends and i am tired of being in this state from almost 6-7 months. My own friends are making fun of me and mogging me saying ki bhai terese nhi hone waala. I feel useless asf. My parents are saying ki koi nahi private mei karwa denge admission but i dont want to burden them because i already am :) Ig I wasted their lot of hard earned money. I just wanted to pour this out of my heart so bad, I am sorry.