Yesterday was rough. paper was tough and sitting with the answer key is doing what it always does, showing you exactly where it all slipped.
For context: two UPSC attempts, broke up with my long term girlfriend for this, family support was more or less absent throughout. pivoted to HCS with full conviction. Yesterday was supposed to be the comeback story to show that atleast I have got this.
But jo number aa rhe, itne number dekh ke ek khaas thakaan hoti hai. Not just tired but genuinely questioning whether any of this math adds up anymore.
Know a lot of you must be in the same place today so not really here for sympathy, just wanted to say yeh ek jagah hai jahan log bina explain kiye samajh jaate hain.
Thinking of taking a few days before deciding anything. Another attempt, workforce, kuch aur, haven't figured it out yet but today just processing.
Hope you all are holding up better than me, especially those who've been at this for 3+ years. And haan ATB to others for Pre!