update from my last post; i decided to say fuck it and took my first 20mg vyvanse dose today even though i thought i’d wait til my day off… hard to describe the feeling. i know it’s a starter dose but it was so weird trying it for the first time!!
it felt like i had a fuzzy filter on at first, it was so weird, i’ve never experienced anything like it before. i got a wave of like calm/contentment at like 9am on the tram to work, was a bit scattered when i first got to work and felt like my attention to detail wasn’t there with a couple of tasks. then at 10am it was chill af from then onwards, i could tell i was talking a bit more than usual which is already a bit LMFAO. was able to concentrate on a presentation for work for 3 hours and didn’t die of boredom which upon reflection, a win. it winded down at like 5pm…. now i’m feeling tired but i didn’t get the ‘crash’ people describe. i wonder if that will surface later down the track. i got home tired as hell 😭
i noticed i didn’t have any random spikes of anxiety through the day either. IDK. it’s the first day but i don’t even remember what happened. i’m so bad at describing/recalling symptoms lmfao