Maybe this can help someone
My family was evicted late 2024. Due to this I (22M) was forced to move out with my older brother (37)M. This is not something I wanted to do because I didn’t think I was ready and my brother has CHS. But do to us being homeless and struggling I didn’t really have an option.
My brother has been dealing with CHS for about 7 years now but he is still in complete denial. He has had hundreds of hospital/doctor trips. All the test end with the same result. It has affected his relationship with the entire family especially our mother.
I don’t know how else to put it but…I don’t care anymore. I still love my brother to death and I pray that this can somehow be cured but I’ve lost my empathy/sympathy. I can see our relationship deteriorating as well because I’ve grown visibly frustrated. I just don’t really want to talk to him whenever he is healthy because I know an episode is bound to happen. I especially hate to have to ask him for anything because I know when he gets sick he is going to throw it in my face. So I never do. I rather starve. The throw up, the crying, the smell, the laying over me all day. IM SICK OF IT! Whenever it happens now I try my best to ignore it.