I need some advice.
Hello everyone! I’m M16 and I’m writing this with such a heavy heart. So lately, I’ve been trying to grow my faith with God and be more closer to Him. I started asking questions, wondering if what I’m doing is a sin. Since I’m part of the lgbtq (bisexual), I’ve been questioning myself. I’ve been questioning if I’m normal, if God really made me this way, or if I can still be part of the LGBTQ and have relationships with a man while praising God all at the same time. So normally, I would search online, I searched here, on tiktok, and read different blogs from different websites about it. As expected, I had different answers. Some said that being part of the LGBTQ is not a sin but acting on it is (from what I understand, being Bisexual is not a sin but having a relationship with a man is), while some said that being part of the LGBTQ is a serious sin. Some people on tiktok shared their story too, I saw one guy who is gay but will never be in a relationship with a man because it doesn’t align with what God wants. I also saw some people who were once gay or once part of the LGBTQ and then seek God and became straight. And I’m gonna be honest with all of you, as a teen, I’m scared. I’m scared because I don’t know what to do. I’m scared because what if God is pretty disappointed in me? I would hones appreciate all of your advices. My mind is spiraling right now. Thank you for having the time to read this! And I’m sorry if it’s messy, my english is not that good. (For the record, I haven’t been in any relationship and I’m not out yet to my family, I’m scared they won’t accept me)