u/Manmanmanmannnm

Decided not to attempt second attempt, retiring as the person who jumped from 81ile to 254 in 16s1 tho 🙏, the breakup has taken a toll on me and I don't think I'll ever recover but anyways guys, it was really fun while it lasted, all the best to all the future endeavours you guys pursue no matter where it is, tumhara bhai sab time PE tera saath dega, I know I could've gone from 254 to 290 in s2 and secured goa mnc which was my dream, but I don't have the energy anymore so I've decided to quit thank y'all for all the help that I received throughtout the journey, even if it was small, I value it immensely, signing off.

I still haven't registered for second attempt yet, scored 254 in S1, even though I won't get any of my preferred branches in Goa hyd (pilani toh dur ki baat hai), girlfriend of 4 years broke up with me few days ago and honestly I can't get myself to even wake up from my bed without feeling the heaviest heart I've ever had, chances of her coming back are 50/50 because it's from stress and pressure but I'm fighting with myself to just get up and study, boards ka second attempt hai chem kal, aur ek page bhi nahi kiya hai, spent well over 10k on exams but just not given any and I'm genuinely doubting if I want to even register for second attempt because after my comedk I'll js confirm a college and I just wanna rest, even if she comes back during this period, I am tired like TIRED. I just can't fucking study anymore and it's not even sensible anymore like I just can't deal with all of this at the same time, please pray for her to come back 🙏also for my well being 🙏🙏🙏🧿