u/MallardDuckBoy

I’ve been over 200 pounds for nearly my entire life starting from freshmen year of hs. I’m 38, with a wife and 1 kid and 1 on the way.

I’ve tried everything, CICO to Keto to trying to work out consistently. I just can’t do it, I keep going back to food, and now I’m .1% away from Type 2 and currently at 266 pounds.

Motivational posts, progress posts, nothing is lighting a fire inside me. Not to mention I’ve been stressed and also resorting to porn for escape which kills all energy and motivation.

I just want a fire lit in me. I want to live to see my kids thrive. I want to go swimming in the summer with my shirt off. I want to wear just tshirts in the summer. I want to shop at stores and not always look to the end of the size rack.

Please.