u/Maleficent_Yogurt795

hi so i’m conflicted on if i should go to the show tonight…. ive been waiting to see Ash live for 5 years but ive been going through some medical shit this week causing elevated heart rate and near miss panic attacks. i only got 1 pit ticket and im worried i wont have a good time/worst case have a bad panic attack there… im generally better when im not like able to sit and think about it but idk im just concerned. not sure what advice im looking for or if i just want support for the possibility of having to miss a show i waited years for because my body and mind are messing with me.

Edit: i’ve decided im not going :/ wasnt an easy decision to come to but i need to put my health first

i’m going to Smoochies in 2 weeks and have no clue what to wear! i’m loving everyone’s high fem on theme fits but struggling to think through my own fit as a nb masc.

open to all and any suggestions! :)