u/Maleficent_Log_1033

I don't mean to "air out my dirty laundry" as some people would say but to be honest, life has felt like a constant swing up and down so far. I have an older sibling leaving to join the military and attend boot camp in a day or so and we threw a party for him as he has another to attend tomorrow and everyone around in immediate family has been a mess, school is at its worst time near the end of the year with exams and all the projects and etc and one of my dad is going through a type of crisis and issues with my step mother, it feels like everyone's going through a crisis. As we had a party for my brother today at my aunt's home. The party is over and me and my mother have to stay over night because she is intoxicated and we can't safely travel home and I can't very well leave her and take a ride back from her boyfriend to the house, my mom is trying to get through her emotions and I understand that but she blew up at me last night and now shes ended up passed out on a couch, now my mom is in no way a bad person nor has problem she only is working through something but all I wanted was to be able to go home tonight. I don't want to sleep on a pallet and in borrowed clothes for pajamas I want to be in my own space at the very least everyone's a mess right now, life is abit of a mess. I'm not complaining I just want to go home. I'm sorry if this isn't as coherent as I meant it to be