i feel defeated. everything's negative. tried to make today good and it went to shit. im tired of doing this, it's so hard to live when your mind doesn't want you to.
im pregnant and my hallucination caused me to feel as if i was being eaten from the inside as well as my baby. im so tired of doing this. it'll all be fine, it'll be ok.
i hope everyone is having a good day today, peace n love to everyone. signing out 4/6
i keep crying. i didn't post yesterday. it started off good but then it went to shit extremely quick. i thought a woman was recording me while in the bathroom at a restaurant, or it was cameras in the toilet. I was having a respectful conversation with the waiter and cut me off to talk to my husband and Idk.. that felt really disrespectful but I won't make it a big deal.. told my husband and he's just saying "it's a respect thing" but how is it respectful if I'm talking to you and you cut me off to talk to someone else..?
my paranoia and hallucinations ruined the entire day for me and I'm tired of dealing with this shit, I just want to be happy. im sorry for the long post I have no one else to talk to.
enough about me, I hope everyone's day is going well and that tomorrow will be better for everyone here! Love and happiness and peace to everyone here! Whatever you're going through I hope even on the bad days everything is okay. Signing out 4/5. making up for 4/4.
i hope everyone is having a wonderful day today. I genuinely do, Everyone deserves to have a good day today and I hope tomorrow is good for everyone here as well.
the cognitive part of this disorder has been really messing with me and I'm trying to do better with myself and my children.. it's so hard, But I'll get better even on the worst days.
peace and love to everybody here 💗💗 signing out 4/3