Eklopan: Samasya ki abashar
ma life ma sadhai friend haru sanga ramaune manxe thiye. +2 dekhi introvert huna thaleko. Suruma garo hunthyo, chup chap basna ra eklai time bitauna. Tara maile afno connection, daily talk ani koi na koi sanga jodine bani hataye balla balla. Yesle ma sanga dherai time bhayo. Ani maile yo gareko chai dherai time bhayo bhane study time ra personal time hunxa bhanera thyo. like, paxi yesto bhayo ki ma kati din koi sanga nabolikana bithyo. honestly bhanda ma lower average student bata high level ko student banna sake 2 years ma. yesle mero career ma help garyo. ma aaile ramro course ma bachelors gariraxu.
Tara, aaile ma ekdam eklopan mahasus garxu. mero collage ma woripari friends, family, relatives haru dherai xan. ma chahe bhane lagxa afule ek step chalera agadi gayera conversation garna ra jodina sakinxa, tara aba ekantapan mai samaya bitna thalyo. koi sanga bolda lagxa agadi ko manxe ma sanga matra aafno faida khojna, give and take garna matra jodirakoxa jasto. Ani maile yo last 3 years ma dherai phychological, philosophical books study gare. mero whole focus nai yestai topic ma rahyo jasle manxe ko kura bhanda pani face paxadi ko thoughts ra pattern observe garne bani basyo.
20 years ko male ani aaile samma single. bhanda kasaile biswas gardaina. sathi ani alli xeu xau ko female friends lai lagxa, yesko gf hola. insta ma 200+ friends and 500+ friends in facebook xan. Tara kasai sanga bolne gareko xaina. guy friend haru school ko school paxi khai kata haraye. +2 ko collage paxi khai kata haraye. Kaile kai bolna khojxu, kasto weird lagxa. kaile kahi friend sanga ghumna gayinxa, tara tyo deep level ko connection feel hudaina, surfacely friend baneko jasto lagxa.
kaile kahi koi koi friend banna khojxan, tara khai situation ke ke bhaidinxa, friend nai bandainan. Tyo deep long life wala friend koi banaunai sakiyena. kura gardai jada aba malai unaharuko dherai kura ma chitta bujdaina, ani unaharu ko dherai thoughts galat lagxa, ma sahi kura fact based bhayera nai bahas garxu, jasle friend nai bandaina.kasaiko galat kura ma ho ma ho bhannai nasakne xu.
aaile lagxa, ma yi kitab, internet ani aafnai Kalpana ma harayeki. yo akantapan ma yesto yesto dami thoughts aauxa ki ma yesaima ramauxu. jati eklopan badiraxa tyati ramro poem lekhna sakiraxu. Yo society, religion, different narratives of politics, trend, fashion, dekhaune, arulai jalaune kura ma patakkai man gayena.
kasaiko naramro gareko xaina life bhari, kasaiko man dukhayeko ni xaina. yeti sabai huda, ajhai eklopan mahasus hunxa. ekdam deep level ko male friend ani matra aafu sanga kura milne ekjana jaslai sabai maya garna ra josanga purai life bitauna sakine girlfriend vaidiyos bhanne lagxa.
Ani, sabbhanda dukkha ta taba hunxa jaba ma koi koi ko life mero bhanda eklopan, abhav ma biteko dekhxu, jo bolna ra communication pani garna sakdainan. Jaslai aafno life Normal xaina bhanne pani tha hudaina. Jo yo society ko invisible rule le badiyeko dekhxu, taba dherai dukkha hunxu.
Last question: Maile buje anusar eklopan hatauna aafu lai change garera aarule accept garne personality develop garna parne dekhiyo.
Change ki yestai kun thik hola??