Latuda helped my emotional numbness, but now I feel intensely sad
I started taking 20mg of Latuda about 2 weeks ago to help with the emotionless, constantly tired, unmotivated kind of depression I get from bipolar disorder.
At first, it actually helped a lot. I don’t feel emotionally numb anymore, I have more motivation, I can enjoy things, and the constant fatigue I had 24/7 is mostly gone.
But over the past few days, instead of feeling emotionless, I just feel intensely sad. Every intrusive thought feels 10x more painful, and it’s really overwhelming.
I really liked what Latuda was doing for me because it was the first medication that helped me get out of that empty/dead feeling I’d been stuck in for so long. But now I'm in so much pain from intense sadness all the time.
I don't even wanna think, and don't wanna even do anything because I feel like I need to distract myself now with my phone or laptop constantly, or else I'll be in so much emotional pain.
My psychiatrist seemed kinda confused by this and recommended I up my dose to 40mg. Has anyone else experienced this on Latuda?