Hi!!! Im new to spells.
I have done 2 love spells. One for self love. One to get my ex back. But I already know he loves me so i also want to do a reconciliation and healing so we can have contact again and then rebuild our relationship.
Anything for beginners? I don’t have crystals and much herbs.
Thank you 🥹🫶🏻
Hey! So I’m currently going through a break up. I want him back. I know deep in my gut that we are meant for each other. I knew when I first saw him and dint even know his name yet that he was going to be a huge part in my life and I was right. My gut is telling me we’re not done yet.
I’ve been trying to focus on my mental health. I’ve also been dipping into my spiritual side more. All this alone time has me feeling so many different emotions.
I started seeing a reiki master who has been helping. There’s days were I feel confident in my life path and then there’s days like today where I’m an emotional mess and feel like everything is so far away from my grasp and maybe I’m fooling myself into thinking he’ll ever take me back.
I’ve been writing letters to him about all the things we’re still gonna do, normal daily banter as if I’m sending him a text message, letters to myself from his perspective. I say self love affirmations to myself and affirmations that our connection is too strong to just let go. How he desires me as much as I desire him. I imagine the happiness and gratitude I’d feel once we reconcile and think about it and feel the emotions before going to bed. I pretend he’s in bed with me falling asleep by my side like we used to. I’ve been having dreams with him in them.
Angel numbers are popping up like crazy.
It’s so hard because he wants no contact. He told me there’s no way in working out after what’s happened. But like I said my gut is telling me it’s more than just acting like we were nothing. We both have more to offer.
I know taking this time to heal my mental health and become the best version of myself is my main goal and path I’m suppose to be going down right now and I am focusing on it, but it’s so hard knowing I could’ve done this a while ago with him by my side growing with me.
The love and gratitude I would have to be able to continue my mental health/ spiritual journey with him in my life would be unmatched.
I guess I’m just looking for advice?
Being so emotional is new to me. Growing up I was taught to not show emotions and yelled at plus more for allowing my feelings to consume me and now I’m at the point where I need to let it all out.
This is the lowest I’ve ever felt in my whole life. Help? 🥺