Feeling frustrated after reading notes from a coworker while subbing in a sped classroom
I have been subbing in a special education classroom for the same class for two months while the original aide is on leave. On top of that, the special education teacher also went on leave unexpectedly as soon as I got hired on, so it has basically just been me and the principal in the department.
I have been running all of the groups independently with very little support aside from the principal. Despite the unusual situation, I have received nothing but compliments from the principal, parents, and other staff members. My sub position is coming to an end and I will go back to being on call. Before I left, the principal even offered me the next available position in the school since it is very small, so there may be a permanent position for me next school year.
Recently I came back to cover a few days because the aide called out multiple times. Everything went well. The students already know me and I already know their routines. Literally no issues. I have never even spoken to the aide or met her. While reviewing her notes, I saw that she wrote that the students were “feeling dysregulated due to having a sub.”
I do not know why but that really bothered me. I feel like I have been doing a great job and I did not feel like the students were dysregulated because of my presence.
.