Didn't realise my boobs were noticeable that much. Now he's had a fit and started making a whole life lecture over how weird my chest looks. If they grow any more or if he gets an idea i'm gonna get shot! Yippeeeeeee!!!!!
Not much left until i can attempt to immigrate or live independantly. Im not letting him take away my life when im so close to having a good life.
in 6 months i wanna immigrate by either seeking asylum or getting a scholarship somehow.
I'm planning on gathering enough money and getting a passport so that i can go to switzerland and immedietly apply for asylum fleeing lgbt prosecution. And if i get it i'll seek trabs care and get a living with this nice degree or maybe become an artist thats fine too.
Either that or get a scholarship by applying to european universities for a Magister degree and then if one accepts id apply for a scholarship program that this country has then go study abd stay studying as long as i can to be able to be viable for citizenship, and if that dont work go to the first plan. Im pretty sure my grades are really good for that too!
Staying here is not an option. Sooner or later someone is gonna find out, and then im gonna either be sent to a psych ward or have my head blown off either by someone else or by me. Orrr i can detrans and live as a chud, i'd rather die than ever ever ever ever ever detrans.
And even if they dont find out, my body looks weird and probably wont find a job because of that. Many trans people here are unemployed and have to rely on someone, whether its their family or someone. And i *will* die if i stay with my family, and id really rather not rely on someone.
Sooo whaddya think? Good plan? Bad plan?
You know whats funny btw, i get better trans health care here than in europe :P