SHOULD I CHANGE MY STREAM FROM PCB TO PCM OR PCMB ???....... PLS HELPPP
its already been 2 months since i got into 11th ,,, tbh while taking PCB i didn't gave it a deep thought tbh i am shitty in decison making ,,, i was never interested in maths although i didn't have any problem in solving problems till now ( ik till 10th everything is way easy) i only had 2 options PCM OR PCM (my parents gave only these 2 options) ,,,,,,,,,
i took the stream on the basis of subjects i never gave a brief thought upon the medical field ,,,, yaah i was interested in becoming a doctor ( also in the money ) but i was unaware of the work life balance of a doctor and the time and pressure a person has to handle before and after becoming a doctor ,,,,, im avg in studies got 94 in 10th but ik that cracking a government college will be a quite impossible task than 10th ,, cant afford a private college also ,, so i would be stuck on pharma , BSC , nursing and agriculure also i thought about bioinformatics but all of these pay very less ,,,,
PLS HELPP ME !!!!!!!
tbh after thinking that even if i got into government medical college ug pg specialisation everything i will be in my early 30s ,, and also the work life balance is F up of a doctor ,, and if dont make it i will be stuck in hell forever💔💔
also these PAPER LEAKS ARE HAUNTING ME ,,, im also in the aakash and it is pressuring me even more ,,,💔
I ONLY NEED A DECENT MONEY not that much (1.5L/M or even lower ) and a decent work life balance ,,, in the deep heart i wanted to go in defence services but i thought maths would be tough and i can serve the nation through medical field also but now im realizing that pcb is way more hell tougher than pcm or any other ,, i cant go in private college also it is way too hard in goverment ,, i will sacrifice my whole youth for a job i wont be enjoying after a certain time
i will study hard , which every pcb student do but atleast i want a decent job later from which i can happily retire my parents
i dont want my efforts to go in water ,,, in pcm i can go in private college and have several other option which comparitively require less dedication than MBBS
*** this is actually my first post and i really dont know how to express myself but i am just insecure
should i change it to pcm or take pcmb ,, i have already taken AI as a 5th subject so if i take pcmb maths would be 6th subject so i have to study that all by myself i am really anxious now
PLS HELP ME 🙏🙏