u/Lower_Letterhead_965

I'm 20 and have always refused BC since it feels like a crutch for my problems (endo and PVS. I want surgery but every doctor refuses me since I live in the South.) but recently gave in after a doctor pushed to the point I started bawling in her office.

It's called Loryna and I've only been on it a few days but haven't been able to eat, keep throwing up in my mouth, can't drive because of how dizzy I am, and my resting heart rate sits around 150 which hurts my chest quite a bit. I've heard it's 'normal' and will fade, but how long exactly does that take? Because it's been awful and need this to go away.

I don't know if this will make sense, but for anyone who has read Eve Babitz work, do you know of any movies with a similar concept or feeling? It's very...sex, drugs, hollywood, but in a 60's sort of way (Since her work is a dramatized version of her own life events). I once saw someone call her work glorious and violent all at once, which really stuck with me, and I'd love anything that translates it onto a screen.