Help
I am currently trying to manifest marks for a particular exam but before I started affirming when my parents asked how many marks will you get I told them that I will get abc marks but right now I am affirming that I got xyz marks but my parents keep asking me are you sure you will get abc marks will you get a govt college so I have to say yes as I don't have any other choice but when they are asking i keep affirming in my head that I got xyz marks I got xyz marks but still I feel restless that them asking me again and again will ruin my manifestation as I have to answer them even though I keep affirming throughout my day that I got xyz marks I even keep a target to complete 20 k affirmation to complete in a day and I have one more fear my result is in 9 days and I only started affirming 2 days ago please help me with this what can I do and one more thing whenever I am affirming i keep getting negative background thoughts opposite thoughts