u/Low_Control_9246

I may take this down, i have never posted anything like this before and am very nervous having myself "out"

Starting this whole process at 30 after pushing it into the vault for decades feels liberating and terrifying. It feels late and like I missed so much time.

I feel like people see me as a man in a costume and until I can start hrt I'm trying to appear more feminine? I mean like, I want my body to have more shape, not just the boxy looking guy I see in the mirror because I don't want to see "him" anymore