26M in the worst phase of my life . Being forced to look for girls of my caste after ending relationship with my love because of family pressure
I love a girl a lot . We were in relation from last 3 years . But her caste was different and my family did not accept her . I tried to convince my mother and sister a lot but they did not agree . We had to end our relationship.
Its been a month that it has ended but we still talk and are connected on calls . Me and her have accepted the fate , I will be made to engage by end of this year . I was made to talk to a girl from my caste , she was good , but I said something disrespectful to her and that rishta ended . Reality is I am not able to like anyone else than my love , she is actually the best and I know I wont be able to get any girl like her . I feel my world has ended , I will have to settle with someone whom I would never love even if that girl is good and it will cost that new girl too . But my family is so rigid , they can’t understand this