Should I cut off my friend?
A couple months ago I started a course. For the first month I felt like me and this girl were kinda close or building up to a good relationship. Are cohort took a trip and it was really fun, felt like we bonded. A couple days after I didn’t talk to her as much because I wanted to check in with some other friends but i still waved at her and tried to talk to her. Then after we have hung out occasionally but it does not feel the same. She is friends with another group of people, one of them was actually friendly to me, so she goes off to spend time with them. We still hang out sometimes but not as much. It lowkey hurts my feelings that she does not invite me or does not even try to involve me. I always initiate all discussions and when we hang out I have to initiate it as well. She usually accepts my invitations. I feel like she initiates other discussions with her other friends and is more invested in them. I get so confused because sometimes we have good conversations but this relationship is really stressing me out. I get really sad about it and have often felt tears come out this past week. I know it’s irrational and I should probably end the relationship as it has only been a couple months and it’s already stressing me out. I don’t know what to do. I weirdly feel like I can’t bond with other people because I’m too attached/stressed about her. Maybe I’m jealous or my mental health is deteriorating but I don’t know what to do. Could anyone give me some advice?