Godspousing Asmodeus and What it really is. I hate tiktok
First off i know some ppl might get a bit touchy about this so just to be clear... im not trying to start any drama. Im just looking to chat about this topic. If your into godspousing, i aint trying to jab at ya just curious about what it REALLY means.
Lately Ive been having these dreams about Asmodeus and whenever I bring him up i run into people who claim theyre “godspousing” him. But the definition of that term seems to change depending on where you look. Its hard to ignore especially since i initially wanted to learn about Asmodeus without any of that cringe "romantic" stuff being thrown at me
Tiktok feels like a shithole of misguided witches. I mean why are people treating Asmodeus like some kind of househusband? Ive met people who are obsessed with there infernals like this one neighbor who claims to be Paimon’s “wife” and won’t stop talking about their “astral sex” and how hes flirting with her and how you have to be a "profesaional" to have such a deep bond. Its just a bunch of mundane shit that they twist into romantic gestures. Like why? Whats the reason?
Im just trying to figure out why Asmodeus keeps popping up in my dreams. When he shows up hes pretty fucking intimidatin way more than when I work with Andras who doesnt even give off that vibe that he wants to hurt me despite his intensity. But whenever I ask for advice I get these cringe ass responses like, “Oh hes probably into you.” It feels pretty dismissive since that’s not even what I’m asking about. Just sounds like some edgelord response to normalize further demonization of Asmodeus. So im over asking about him because I keep getting these basic responses and people projecting their “relationship” with him onto my situation even though im just trying to understand why he’s coming at me in such a threatening way.
I only called on him once and he was super vague which just made me more unsettled. I asked what he wanted amd his answers were always conflicting. So when someone says “He’s interested in you,” Im like in what way? Scaring the shit out of me? Threateninh me? Bc thats how it feels.
One person did suggest that it might be another entity pretending to be Asmodeus which is interesting.... But the energy I felt in those dreams matched what I felt when i evoked him. I get that not all infernals vibe with everyone the same way but it still stings to see others having such positive experiences with him. It makes me wonder if I did something to make him mad. Theres also this blonde woman who shows up in my dreams with him and it feels like he’s trying to intimidate me. Perhaps on someones behalf? Idk but I personally feel that someone may have been threatened by me and Asmodeus is protecting them bc from the accounts of others he does sound protective of his devotees. Ugh. Well ill leave that for myself to figure out.
As for godspousing maybe its something totally different but it seems like people hear “spouse” and just project their desires onto Asmodeus. I doubt its really romantic in the human sense snd its kind of ridiculous how these tiktokers act like their infernals are just like human partners. For those who genuinely practice godspousing, whats it REALLY about? How do you feel about these other practitioners? Because im getting pretty fed up with it and have been steering clear of social media and forums filled with practitioners who dont seem to grasp the depth of infernal work. Maybe im being judgemental because its not something id be into. However why do i feel like some of these people are using it as an unhealthy coping mechanism? Am i being too harsh?
Honestly what i think is if you see infernals as just a cool accessory or a status symbol in the occult/demonolatry scene what the fuck kind of journey are you on? How do you expect to grow spiritually if all you want is a demonic boyfriend? It makes me wonder what these people are really after. Theirs no selfempowerment, no thirst for knowledge, and no quest to understand whats real or what lies beyond our material world. It just looks like pure desire driving them. Assuming Asmodeus is just about desire is a pretty shallow way to approach him. Just because you want intimacy doesnt mean you should indulge in delusion. Maybe it be better to channel those desires into something meaningful for spiritual growth instead of just wanting to hook up with Asmodeus. Thats just my take btw.