When will this end ? I can’t take it anymore.
I am 23M I have symptoms since January I finally got diagnosed in March and went on triple therapy in April because my doctor forgot to prescribe the bismouth.
I haven’t been able to get out of bed for 6 months. My mental state is in shambles. I am constantly anxious and depressed and barely leave the house ever. My body is bloated all day and I have lost my physical physique which I worked so hard to get prior to getting this. I look like I’m nine months pregnant. I have no motivation to do anything. I am unable to focus or even do daily tasks. I am on the verge of losing my job. I’m in the most important time of my life because I was due to go to university and finish my degree. At this point, I’m having to postpone that.
I don’t think I can take this more. I think I’m starting to go suicidal. I used to be a motivated and productive person. This has wasted half of an entire year of my life. How many years is it going to take ? I’m getting retested in a few weeks to see if it’s gone but all the symptoms are still there. The mental side effects are starting to become unbearable.