The thought of being unemployed pains me. Paano ba maging resilient?
Nakaka-hurt lang and ilang gabi na kong umiiyak. I have 4 years experience na in my working industry (regulatory officer in healthcare industry) pero I resigned kasi hindi na nakakabuhay yung sahod ko since may baby na din. I have until the end of May sa current company ko. I am aiming naman sa pharmaceutical industry since this career is very promising. Sorry na ambisyosa kasi ako e.
What I realized after I resigned, hindi pala sya magiging madali for me kahit gaano pa ko ka well-experienced sa isang industry. Tbh, it humbled me. I accepted a lot of job interview mapa-virtual, mapa-face to face. I even accepted an onsite interview sa tatlong companies in 1 day at sobrang nakakapagod only to end up being rejected din kasi most of them ang reason ay hanap nila yung close ang skill set sa hinahanap nila and siguro yung asking salary ko considering na I came from different industry.
I prepared, I did well at interviews soafer confident ko pa nyan kasi sanay na kong nakikipag communicate and I can see that they are satisfied the way I answered pero waley na pagdating sa last interviewers, I understand naman na I am aiming or asking too much(45k). No badbloods naman sa kanila since I did enjoy being interviewed by them, mababait sila.
Masyado siguro akong naging mapag-hangad on that part.
I think eto yung lesson na need ko matutunan the hard way.
Ang problem ko this time, parang nawawalan ako ng energy na mag-apply apply ulit pero kailangan kasi may anak na and moveit rider naman asawa ko pero in reality, hindi kaya na sya lang ang working saming dalawa.