u/Lockdown013

I'm done, I give up.

I don't even want love anymore, I just want an actual friend, someone that gives me the time of day, someone that doesn't vanish for days on end only to act like nothing happened, but I will never get that, I will forever and always be alone and that will never change, because I don't DESERVE anything better.

Is it so much to ask for? To be loved, even platonically? To be thought about, to be needed?

I give up looking for it, looking for people, looking for friends or love, I'm just done.

I've come to terms with my loneliness, and I recognize that it'll never change, ever. I'm far to shy to make friends, and the few I have never talk to me, same thing goes for partners, why would anyone love someone like me?

I'm done.