31 [M4F] India - The map that leads to you
Have you ever kept wandering along trails, knowing that this might not be the most accurate path or you’re lost in there, but you keep going because that’s the only thing you know.
You just know (and hope) that there’s a destination out there, that there’s a peak you’ll reach and everything would eventually make sense. This is where I’m at in my life right now. I might not know all the answers but I try to keep asking the questions.
I’m a man in early 30s who probably should have been married by now but here I am trying to ‘figure’ out life. At this point, I’m questioning my own attitude and what I’m figuring out.
I’m not entirely proud of how I’ve gone about things in my life, I’m also aware that at times, you’re just a product of your circumstances and coincidences. The two c’s you can’t always control.
What I can be and want to be, is a good man, a good partner and honestly, I’ve always yearned to be one. This is what I always envisioned of myself and truthfully, this could be my biggest disappointment (not so alpha or macho thing to say perhaps)
I’ve grown to learn a few things about me, understand what I need and avoid what I don’t. I might not be the most decisive but I hope I’m not always confused. I’ll definitely try to be clear about what I want and at least be transparent if I don’t see something in the same manner.
What I’m seeking here? Perhaps just a good conversation, perhaps something more, perhaps a partner, at least a travel one. I’ve been having this desire to travel more recently and I wish I had a partner to go with - I read this somewhere, we just want our stories to be captured, a partner is that camera for you.
Ultimately, I’m just a person wandering and hoping to find the map that leads to you (it’s a title of a movie I’ve watched today)
If this resonates with you, please feel free to reach out.