There a friend of mine that start listening to me about my problem.I just realize he always heard my problem,always help me and i always sometimes push him too hard.And now i think he started dislike me as I sometimes too intense emotionally and too dependent with him although I a bit older.I think I was a horrible friend,although i have no bad intention. How to I improve myself to be a better and calmer person?
I love my crush since past sem,she was beautiful person and sometimes cute,and we also always have group project together and end up with trip together(not just two of us,also with another peers).and then yea basically nothing happen until this sem.
long story short,she suddenly quiet-not talk to me at all- somehow something happen and i help her (dont want to over telling,afraid she read this) and somehow i got shipped with her by her friend-to anxious to do anything (i have mental issue,gad) for some days,she suddenly add me at stories whatapp,i follow her insta and she follow me back,and yea nothing happen
until i realize she always avoid me and avoid my gaze,i suspect she hide her stories whatapp again,her friends suddenly or at least i think hold anomosity toward me,i become anxiety as afraid she actually hates me and think im creepy,nearly had panic attack,and yea i unfollow her and remove her from ig,and then i cornfirm she really stop share her whatapp stories with me,and all this happen in two weeks i tired and fucking confuse,is she hated me?is she like me?is she give up on me?am i still have chance.idk.what should i do tbh?