pain
people are EVIL!!! romance is EVIL!!!! all the beautiful people here, you deserve so much more, you are so capable, so full of love, so tender. my heart is breaking for everyone here. you deserve better. why does love have to come with such such great pain? it will tear you apart. i’ve never known a pain greater than this, it feels like my heart is physically shattering. writing this feels immature and cringe, but i feel like i can’t stay sane without writing something and having the possibility of someone reading it. i feel a desire to run away from everyone and everything, to never seek love ever again. but i know that’s no way to live. i just can’t trust a soul. life is cruel. i feel so alone. i can’t sleep. i can’t eat. i can’t focus. i’m scared of losing touch with myself and with reality. i feel like i can’t talk about anything with anyone, and i am awful with my words, so i turn here in desperation. but i’m glad to share a human pain, a mutual heartache, i’m happy to cry with someone. let us love one another with no fear.