My mind is blown - I’m trying to not apply logic to it…
A few wild things have happened to me and I struggle to trust it - so I’m here celebrating and asking for guidance!
I’m a very logical person. I want reasons, evidence and answers. So when manifestations happen it’s like I question ‘okay, was that it?’ And then I need proof of logical answers behind it!
So I’ve been talking to a friend daily about JD books and meditations. I haven’t been able to prioritize meditating as much as I’d prefer, but I am working so so hard on gratitude. I feel different. My kids are healthy, my partner is healthy, I’m just taking everything with such grace. I keep repeating to myself ‘money comes easily to me’ and I have this knowing feeling I’ll be making more (I’m a business owner).
So as soon as I started, the second day I get a letter in the mail. I was a part of a software security breach and I’m a part of a settlement - potentially a few hundred bucks. Awesome!
As I’ve been practicing the above daily, today I open up a letter that’s been sitting on my counter. ANOTHER settlement with a credit card company.
AND THENNNN today I get an email from my tax guy. It goes something like ‘hey I got flagged from your taxes from 2024, you paid $12,500 and it wasn’t reported correctly. If you prove it came out of your bank, I can get it refunded to you or apply it to this years taxes (aka, money either way)
WHAT. WHAT. TWO YEARS AGO!?!?!
So I keep repeating to myself ‘this is normal. This is what happens to me because money flows easily’ but the other half of my brain is saying ‘wtf is happening this can’t be real’ etc etc etc
So my question - how do I continue to receive even when I actually cannot believe it!?!?
TLDR: getting over $12k back from 2024 taxes. Shocked and don’t believe it. Need help staying in receiving. ♥️